I’m Not Angry. I Feel Lucky.
Me – 1 month before diagnosis As I count down the days until I receive my last “front-line” chemo, I’ve been reflecting on this entire process from day of diagnosis up until present moment. One emotion I haven’t experienced is anger. Not saying I won’t feel angry in the future. I just haven’t felt any anger yet. Now, every other emotion humans claim to experience I have felt: shock, denial, fear, terror, deep sadness, anxiety, hopeless, and helplessness. Honestly, I wish I co