It’s Day 5 post final frontline chemotherapy. I’m sitting at the oncology clinic receiving IV fluids to help me lessen the side effects of the treatment. I went into surgery December 16th, 2013. It’s May 19th, 2014. There were so many moments over the past 6 months that I wanted to bail. I wanted out of the moment of suffering. I couldn’t imagine enduring what I knew lay ahead of me. I didn’t think I had the strength to prevail. I quickly found out that I didn’t have to rely